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takashi "shiro" shirogane ([personal profile] toebeans) wrote2016-07-09 08:49 pm

carryover posts

captcha u suck
quantumcode: (check this out)

they're the best siblings tho so it's okay

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ part of that last kiss is to conceal his own embarrassment, because man, he feels like awkward about jumping to conclusions. Not the biggest ones, though, considering they were discussing it literally only so many moments earlier. Then they were suddenly confessing, and now... Suddenly it dawns on him this is basically the most backwards situation ever, and he can't help but laugh quietly at it, realizing he doesn't care if it's weird. He never cared about rules anyway, and this suits them somehow. ]

I missed you, too. This is .. basically the weirdest thing that's ever happened to me. My little sister found me all the way across the universe, and then I find out one of my closest friends is still here after all, and we're really going for this? I don't even remember the last time I was this happy.

[ Sure, there's some really horrible stuff going on right now, but he doesn't want to let that wash out the good things. Why save the universe if he can't even save himself? Seems stupid to deny the good things just because there's death and evil out there. ]

Maybe you should throw me over your shoulder like a caveman and take me back to your room.

[ he definitely can't let Shiro say something like that without making fun of him, even if it comes a little late. ]
quantumcode: (pride)

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe I could carry you instead.

[ that's a joke, but he's pretty sure he could actually do it on a dare. Shiro is definitely still bigger and more muscular than he is, but he's gotten a lot stronger. He's not the skinny nerd who just barely passed his combat evaluations anymore.

He smiles at the way Shiro kisses him, squeezes his hand a little tighter. He never thought he'd think this about someone he looked up to so much, but everything he's doing is just... cute? Kinda gives him butterflies. He has a feeling he might kill him if he says that, though, so he stays quiet. instead, he gives him a nod, and walks back with him to his room. ]


You don't have a shirt I could borrow, do you? This uniform is literally the only clothes I own anymore. I usually sleep in my boxers.

[ not entirely true—he usually either keeps it all on or just sleeps naked, but the latter is probably a little too much pressure right now. It's weird because they've both seen each other naked a million times on the Kerberos mission, and if there's one thing showering with around 30 other guys at the Garrison doesn't teach you, it's shame. But different contexts, and all that. ]
quantumcode: (it's goo'd!)

put those away Shiro. You'll shoot someone's eye out.

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's fine. Better than nothing. Unless you prefer nothing, but I guess we probably want to get at least a little sleep tonight.

[ he knows he definitely would not be able to sleep well with Shiro fully or mostly naked next to him. It seems like he's gained even more mass since he last saw him, and while he should theoretically be used to it, like, damn. The guy is ripped. There's enough sexual tension while they're clothed. ]

It's fine. I'm not that starved. ... Probably. [ Is he? Honestly, that's debatable. It's amazing how spending so much time having different priorities can revert you back so far. Apparently, use it or lose it has more of a ring of truth to it than he thought. Who knew?

Just to make a point of it to himself, he starts changing, stripped down to his underwear and Shiro's shirt, which... It's stretchy, so he wouldn't call it a tent, but even with the muscle he's gained it fits him a little more like a dress. That might be be good or bad, because it's pretty much the exact opposite of sexy on him. ]
quantumcode: (you!)

I just want to know why his casual clothes have knee pads. what shit are you even into shiro???

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Huh? [ It... takes him a second to realize where Shiro's going with that. That wasn't quite where he was going with that, but it does feel good to know that he worries about him, in a way. A little bad too, though. He really has enough on his plate as it is. ]

Hey, don't worry about it. I manage.

[ The touch is kind of nice, but with Shiro's hands smoothed against his chest, and what he says, he has to pause. He looks down and bits his bottom lip, before looking up into Shiro's eyes. ]

If you're about to say it'd look better on your floor, I might have to beat you up.

[ But he's trying, so he can't rib him too badly. He rests his hands under Shiro's elbows and leans in, softly pressing their lips together. Honestly, he just can't get enough of kissing him. ]
quantumcode: (check this out)

it's w/e I can roll with it!! also do we get to revoke these idiots adult cards yet because really

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As much he likes kissing Shiro, all the little touches he keeps giving him are somehow even better. They're gentle, kind, and they make him feel connected to the world again in a way that doesn't involve being stuck behind ten monitors. He loves the rebels, but his job doesn't always him direct contact with even them for extended periods of time sometimes, and he's starting to realize he's missed being with people so much more than he realized. ]

It might, just because it's you, but I think you can do better. [ is that a dare, or is he just trying to goad Shiro into giving him ammunition to make fun of him later? who's to say.

He can't help but be disappointed as Shiro pulls away from him, but he does have a point. They should probably get into bed already. But instead of retreating, he grins and grabs Shiro by the waist, trying to pull him along for the ride. ]
quantumcode: (pride)

fucking nerds. shoves them both into a locker

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Like Matt could even complain about having Shiro on top of him. The weight feels good, and Shiro really has no idea how attractive he is staring down at him like that. It's a little compromising, but he can't even be flustered by it with the view. ]

Stuck? I think you'd be surprised.

[ He kind of wishes they could have stayed like that just a tiny bit longer, but he knows where that road would have led, so maybe this is better. Maybe worse? He feels like such a teenager it's ridiculous. ]

A little disappointed, but if you want it off of me that badly....

[ he remembers they're supposed to be watching something, and makes a glance to Shiro's tablet, but doesn't really bother reaching for it. ]

I feel like even if we did watch a movie I wouldn't be able to pay attention to it. You're really distracting, you know that?
quantumcode: (unexpected)

swirly time really

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Man... Man this this nice. Matt gives a contented sigh, taking the moment to stare into Shiro's eyes. He'd always thought there was something kind of soft about them, but it turns they're pretty easy to get lost in, too. ]

That's part of it, but I always already building up some strength in the prison camps. They... work you pretty hard. Training helped. Having to deal with bounty hunters helped more. I guess I've been getting a lot of hands on experience.

[ Honestly, the combat classes at the Garrison were the one and only aspect of his education he hadn't taken very seriously. He's always preferred cleverness and diplomacy. But out here, he'd finally learned that none of those things were mutually exclusive, and being able to hold own his own was an extremely useful tool that he needed to keep up with. He's glad he finally learned.

He frowns a little when Shiro squeezes his hip. He can claim he's not doing anything, but he has a hard time believing he could be this oblivious. ]


Are you serious? You're driving me crazy. In a good way, I mean.
quantumcode: (I'm the shit)

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't mind, but are you sure? You guys have your own thing going on, and so do we. I don't want to throw too big a wrench into things, you know?

[ His heart beats a little faster at how slow and deliberate Shiro's touch is, and he could swear under breath, except that he doesn't want to give him the satisfaction of a reaction. Were they always this competitive? They used to mess with each other all the time, sure, but Matt had usually been content to let Shiro be a few steps ahead of him. Technically, he had been ahead of him back then, no matter how close they were. Now they can finally be equals, and it's... actually really refreshing. ]

Yeah? Were you already planning on making a move, then?

[ and he's grinning, just daring Shiro to call his bluff. ]
quantumcode: (worry)

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-02 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I know that. But this this coalition has a lot of little subgroups in it that are used to operating in totally different ways. If we try to force too much, it might get a little messy to maneuver. ... But I guess you already knew that, sorry.

[ it suddenly dawns on him that he's talking to Shiro, who is basically at the head of operations for a reason, and that reason is because he does a really good job at it. He doesn't need to be told how to do his job. ]

You guess?

[ he should know better than to take the bait, but he does, and he's a little vindicated. But Shiro kisses him before he can say anything else, and all he can do is return it with just as much intent. He wonders briefly if Shiro really means this or if he's just posturing because of what he said. Then he realizes he doesn't actually care either way. His hands move to the waistband of Shiro's sweatpants, stroking his hips a little before sliding up his shirt. He half caresses the skin of his back, half tries to pull him a little closer so he can kiss him a little deeper, feel a little more of his warmth against him.

God. Shiro joked about what he'd do, but it looks like he was right. Matt's already starting to get a little overwhelmed. He guesses that's what happens when you haven't really touched anyone for so long. ]
quantumcode: (unexpected)

no worries man

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-06 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Distracting is one way of putting it. It's almost not fair. The feel of Shiro's skin under his hands and his lips pressed against his own are enough; Shiro's hand on stomach, the hotness of his breath, his thigh so close yet not quite close enough are exhilarating. Should he really be this excited or is he just pathetic and desperate?

... Okay, probably pathetic and desperate. Which is probably why he laughs and his face feels a little warm when Shiro asks him what he wants. Truthfully, he hadn't exactly thought that part through. Or maybe it's hard to admit point blank because it's weird talking about. But his smile, at least, is confident. ]


Honestly? To push you over, pull your shirt off, and keep kissing you. I... haven't really thought much further than that.

[ Attraction is short-sighted, or something like that. Actually, Matt's just a little impressed with himself that he could even say that with a straight face. But then he hesitates. ]

Is this too much? I don't think I even know what normal boundaries are like anymore, Shiro.

[ It's the nature of the beast—being out in space for so long just does things to people. Wars do things people. Periods of isolation do things to people. Trying to remember what social expectations were like back on the peace of Earth is almost impossible. ]
quantumcode: (worry)

throws it in a dumpster and dreamworks too tbh

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-06 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ It takes Matt about half a second longer than it should to realize what Shiro's talking about, but when he does, his expression softens. Not pity, but understanding; he knows a little well what it can be like out there. ]

Come on, Shiro. You know I don't care about that. And if it makes you feel any better, I've got a few extra marks too.

[ He has a feeling they don't really compare to what Shiro's been through; he might not know the details, but he's not stupid. He knows enough about what the Galra are like to hazard some guesses, and that's not a conversation he would ever force Shiro to have. But he also doesn't shy away from action anymore, so he's been in some pretty nasty scrapes himself.

Which gives him a thought. He can joke about pushing Shiro down and stripping him, but ultimately when he moves away, it's to pull off his own shirt instead, so Shiro can see how much he's changed. How he's packed on more muscle, picked up more scars. Maybe its presumptuous to compare, because his differences are... different, but definitely not extreme. But, if he's lucky, it'll help keep them on even ground. It feels strangely exposing, considering he's grown used to wearing long sleeves and a cloak on a near-constant basis, but that doesn't really matter right now. ]
quantumcode: (unexpected)

not even one under the short sleeve though /shakes fist

[personal profile] quantumcode 2017-11-07 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As much as Matt like to joke about how attractive he is, if someone had told him he'd elicit that kind of response a year ago, he probably wouldn't have believed them. He'd always been fairly lean in an average sort of way, and where he is now is result of a lot of hard work. He knows that and he's proud of that—but prouder still that he can get that kind of response out of Shiro of all people. Man, does that feel good. What's better is the thrill of realizing they're both half naked, and the feel of Shiro's hand sliding up him, and he has to repress a shudder. When Shiro leans in to kiss his torso, Matt moves his hands up, letting his fingers run through Shiro's hair. One falls to wayside as he draws away, the other Matt lets be pulled back with him, lightly brushing his temple with his thumb as he can finally take in the sights.

The scars, though he he expected them, hurt a little to see, and he wonders about some of the stories about them, but he knows the general gist of them—the Galra—and he knows better than anyone that's not something you just bring up casually. Maybe they can tell those stories someday, but right now, he just wants to focus on how angular Shiro's chest is. Tight, a solid mass of muscle. Wow doesn't even cover it; he's almost breathless at how gorgeous he is. He's always known, but it's different when they're so close like this, when the contact is so much more personal. ]


I'm honestly a little intimidated. You're—man.

[ He starts to move in to press down on Shiro, trying to maneuver his own weight against him because he knows he's not quite strong enough to overpower him with just brute strength, but he hesitates part of the way in. He has next to no experience in this, and it's... Yeah, it definitely makes him a little nervous. ]

Hey... Are we really doing this? [ There's still some time for them to pull back and cool off. It won't be easy but it's not too late yet. ] I know what I said earlier, but I don't want you to think the only reason I'm here is... for this.

[ Not that he minds it by any stretch, but Shiro is what's important here, not the rest. ]

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